TEARS DROPPED,BUT I AM ALONE ='(

Feel so emo now,tell myself not to cry,but the tears just out of control.

There are many things happened,too close with those i love the most,but too far away from me.

Was real worried about them,i know there are much things i cant help too.

But the words just hurt.

I couldn't stop myself to think and worry.

I tried not to cry,but now tears dropped  like no one elseee.

four of you and one myself.

I am not good at solve things myself.

T______________________T

I should know i cant be staying alone,it would make myself to think negatively.

Everytime when the calls come in,it was how stressed to me.

I thought it would be better if i did not get any information from you all.

But this cant stop me to worryyy.

Probably i'm not so happy as i looked like,

something being sheltered.

It was not so me right?But,i dont want people to worry about me.

If i could went through all these alone,i would be stronger than i was.

But,i'm not so strong enough to go through.

Need someone beside me,right beside me,with a shoulder n a dry cloth.

xoxo

I was like darn lazy to blog.

But i wanted to share things badly,so here i come.

Trying to post some old photos which have been forgotten by ppls =P

alright,i admit i'm fat in this pic.

This was taken when Kaelih visited to Jaybee.

Then,here i come wif the CNY photos.

Was spending few days of CNY at Genting Highlands as usual.

and yes,it's bored.

But i'm permitted to get in the Casino is the 1st time.

 Pics with my sister,simply like her short hair,it makes her cool!

 Then,my bro with his not-so-wanted-to-take-pic-with-me's face ==

 I'm so likey with the deco this year =)

 Dad and mum.

We were spending 2 hours at Starbucks for the room check-in.

My bro is concentrating on PSP ==

 Here comes the gift for BB--Choc!

 Me,myself with the love Caramel Frappuccino.

Was spending whole day with playing this--How to make these four cards become 24 by using +-*/

(my answer:7-6=1,1+3=4,4*6=24)

And i love this Balenciaga bag so muchie! =)

On the way back to Malacca,

It's time to say goodbye =(

with the not-so-cutie me!

When i got back to JayBee,

ppl cant wait to gamble and ask me out!

Btw,i did win some money during CNY but not so muchie..

Pity Joe lose Every year,i'm hoping that next year will be urs! =)

This is Didi's CRV.

This is our mobility Casino!Gamble in the car.

Didi was not so happy with us!lol.

 You know wat?I think we shudnt take this photo..=.=

Anyway,i have been real enjoyed at M'sia with the GANG.

Unfortunately,didnt meet up with primary gang and basketball gang =(

It's time to say goodbye to M'sia.

Have been spent much time on Job,i love the kids! =)

i miss them much too.

With the girls ^______________^

 

With my mum and bro.I knew they were sad with my depart.But it's so real..='(

 

My kinder's fren till now.How many years fren!?

So great to hear that u're still good after earthquake in Taiwan.Take k pls =)

 

I like her <3

 

And the Clownish sister,it's just unforgettable.lol

 

BB,look!Joe took my xixi away...='(

 

With the love one.U know u love me xoxo =)

 

Thanks to Lanlan with her prof skill in shooting =)

Joe lose!haha.

 

Group picture of the day!I likey likey <3

   

Spotted!

Goodbye ppl,u know u miss me =)

Was addicted to the Gossip Girl recently!

Blake lively is gorgeous! <3

goodbye.

xoxo