HARD DECISION MAKING

It is hard to make a very RUSH decision.

What should i do?

People do not agree with my suggestion n yet give me some other opinions.

I know they just wanted to give some other points that i cant see.

They read me.

They listen to me.

Thanks for that.

I told them,if there is someone agree with me,i will do it without any regrets.

But now,there is no one did it.

So i am still standing at my point,just cant figure out what is exactly the right thing.

Hell yes,i scared.

Though i am 21st ++ but i aint that mature enough to make a brave decision.

That's why i always leave it to my boy or frens.

This time,a hard decision-making which i cant really handle it.

People made a decision for me,

but i just couldnt accept without any convince-able reasons.

It is not about trust-worthy matters,

but the situation.

Gob bless me,pls.

NOT AS STRONG AS USUAL :(

I thought i were strong enough to leave,but reality proved i werent.

Been flying 8 hours back to Hobart,and yes i cried.

As i did not want to leave my family and frens,and the love one.

 Had been crying the whole night.

Slept besides Kaelih and Harnying,but still cant feel the happiness.

I miss my boy and family =(

Had a nice dinner yesterday night which was prepared by Cindy,Kaelih and Harnying.

Today,had our very HEAVY dinner at 5pm--Nasi Lemak & Curry Chicken.

They are all prepared by me =)

Thanks to them for taking care of me.

I love them.

Simon joined us for dinner and then had our Sing K session.

It is the best thing ever in the world =D

WenXin,HY,KL n me were the survivors! *love*

Still cant feel to study.

Gonna start working next week onwards.

This is my last year and hoping that i could get all passed!

Flying back again to M'sia,be by their sides.

And now i was seriously missing M'sia dudes and loves.*shout out loud*

Have a good night ppl.

BB i miss you <3

Tubby is not enough to make me sleep.

I need you =(

Hope i could see u soon.