TEARS DROPPED,BUT I AM ALONE ='(

Feel so emo now,tell myself not to cry,but the tears just out of control.

There are many things happened,too close with those i love the most,but too far away from me.

Was real worried about them,i know there are much things i cant help too.

But the words just hurt.

I couldn't stop myself to think and worry.

I tried not to cry,but now tears dropped  like no one elseee.

four of you and one myself.

I am not good at solve things myself.

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I should know i cant be staying alone,it would make myself to think negatively.

Everytime when the calls come in,it was how stressed to me.

I thought it would be better if i did not get any information from you all.

But this cant stop me to worryyy.

Probably i'm not so happy as i looked like,

something being sheltered.

It was not so me right?But,i dont want people to worry about me.

If i could went through all these alone,i would be stronger than i was.

But,i'm not so strong enough to go through.

Need someone beside me,right beside me,with a shoulder n a dry cloth.