TWICE

That's hurt.

But you did not realise it.

It's the second times,the twice that i feel hurt & real upset.

I cry & tear which i dont feel like telling you.

I learned to keep thing myself this time.

I told myself it doesnt matter.

Everything gonna be alright,and me too.

Tears goes when smile stays.

I tried to keep myself smiling to everyone,but i cant when it's you.

My anger stronger when it's you.

It's not Fair,but this always happen,isnt it?

The twice since i got back.

I love you,u should know about this.

Therefore,the feeling of hurt even stronger compare to others with the same matters.

You like laughter,

i was previously,with null relationship with you.

I am not today,as we're In relationship.

I always ask,

"why you leave me alone when i was really sad?"

you dont care?

"What i really am to you?"

Not special,not the 1st or 2nd priority,sometimes,not even the 10th.

I need protection,u should know that.

I'm insecure ENOUGH.

i guessed we're good enough before.

Not today,or maybe the next.

As you dont even give me a sh*t.

Sad case.

A gloomy day.

my reflection.